Ep. 27 Faith in the Flesh.

I'm adding a 4th commandment:
4th: Pick up 4 pieces of trash daily. This is the Angels commandment. 44.

Love isn’t a feeling. It's a choice.
It’s a brutal, conscious choice you make every single day, even when it hurts, even when it’s inconvenient, even when the whole world tells you to quit.

I just got absolutely checkmated by Love in a 4D Chess Battle With God in real time… and God was the one moving the pieces.

The Holy Ghost is still laughing.👻🦋

Follow The Ghost ONLY on https://x.com/4d_wizard

Transcript

Welcome And The Stakes

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Welcome to the Forty Hess Podcast. I'm your host, Patrick Hobble. I have a story to tell you today. I've been getting my ass kicked the last two days. I can't win. I can't. I can't win. So we're going to talk about it today. A little combination of problems I've been trying to solve. So we're going to we're going to we're going to tell you how to follow the commandments. We're going to teach you how to be more like Jesus. And hopefully, if you're married, you can take some of this advice and you can learn from it. Because that's sort of what the lesson is today. That's what we're going to do. We're going to help people out. A lot of married couples out there, a lot of young couples maybe thinking about getting married. I'm going to tell you how it goes. Let's go ahead and bow our heads and we're going to go. So we are going to go with it. So we are going to go with four hundred and thirty-two Hertz plus nine hundred and sixty-three Hertz plus one thousand one hundred and eleven Hertz. That sounds like it works.

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There we go.

The Four Commandments Blueprint

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So I'd say the last two days have been an adventure. But it's really been one game, and I didn't figure it out until I didn't figure it out until this morning. Um this story is about three days worth of stuff, so I'm just gonna weave in and out of it. Uh but fair warning, uh, the show today, the mental gymnastics that we're about to read over and talk through are pretty advanced from a from a from a from a challenge your belief standpoint. We're gonna challenge your beliefs a little bit. Um, but we are writing the Bible on the show. This is the newest New Testament. This is 2027. We'll call this Genesis 2026, is what we'll call this. And yesterday I played a match with uh God. Uh we played 4D chess. I didn't know I was really playing it until this morning at about 4:30. Um, so I missed all my lessons. But when once you find out that you were playing, then you go back and you run you run all the lessons again and you check it out. Um, and so I gave it a good effort, but I lost to him in the end. We're gonna talk about why I lost. And uh the title of this game, I went ahead and labeled it, I called it Faith in the Flesh. And so the format of this match that God and I played was and still is played every day. He's he's given me a break so I can do the show. He wants me to teach you the lessons. Um, the spirits have been quiet lately. Everybody's here. I could talk to everybody. They're all they're all sitting here. They're impressed about how much I learned from this lesson. Um, I am too, by the way. I did not realize how many lessons we're hiding in this one lesson, that this one match that God and I played. And so, so everybody just wants to hear me talk it out. I'm gonna talk it out. Uh, if we need some spirit help, we will. Death and Satan are right here by me. Jesus is executive producer Jesus has some great one-liners for us today. Spectacular one-liners. He was on fire the last two days for me. Uh, but he's been he's been the brother I've never had, actually. And um, I don't, you gotta go to Jesus, man. He he he got me through this. Like, no shit. So the format of this 4D chess match that we're about to play, it's still played every day. Um, via my life. We're gonna play, he's God is playing chess with me through my life, and um it's played on the spiritual board. It's played on the physical board, it's played on the mental board, it's played on the emotional board, and now we're gonna add in Sophia's board, Mother Earth. We're playing it on all boards at all times: physical, mental, emotional, and now Sophia's board and spiritual. It's sort of 5D, but the physical accounts of Sophia, but we wanted to put Earth in there. Uh, by the way, before we get going further, uh, the three commandments, just a review that you should be living by. I got a really good streak going. Although I I technically broke them last night. Um, as you'll see in this in this match, I broke the commandments last night. I broke the love commandment. I I definitely turned selfish at the end of a long day, and uh, I I didn't give my wife the correct amount of love that Jesus would, and so I violated commandment number three. And so my streak is over, therefore I start over. Um, and that's okay. Jesus died so I could start over. He died so you could start over. So you could mess up on these things, and that's okay. Uh, you just can't be doing this stuff deliberately. So I want to add a fourth commandment. Commandment number one, no fear before we get going. Commandment number one, no fear. Give everything to God. You're gonna see me do that in my thinking process today. I'm gonna show you how I always default to number one, but I really don't default to number one. I always default to number three. I go three, two, one. You can live your life in any order. One, two, three, two, one, three, two, three, one, or you could copy me and go three, two, one. It's a thinking process. It's how you're supposed to think, right? When you solve these problems. And so I always cross-reference this blueprint with three, two, and one. So I always ask, is it love? That's the third commandment. Is it love? WWJD, what would Jesus do? Would he he always choose love, right? And so when I get tired and frustrated, I get away from that, and that's why I broke the one I broke last night. Uh, the second one, the second one is why do you do the things you do? And why do you say the things you say? But on like the deepest level possible. You're gonna see that one today. I actually got asked that question um by my wife. And uh I answered it. I'm gonna show you how to answer that question. Commandment two is uh it's a tricky one uh because you gotta know a little bit about yourself. You gotta look in the mirror, it's uncomfortable. And commandment number one, like I said, no fear, have total faith. But we are adding one. We're adding one. I'm adding one. This is from the angels themselves. They're all nodding, saying, Thank you for Patrick for doing this. I got you. Um, it is the fourth commandment. We are living, we're gonna live by four commandments. Four. And on the fourth commandment, you will pick up four pieces of trash on planet Earth every day. That that seems very reasonable. You could do two on the way to work and two after work. Every time I walked into MacArthur High School, I would pick up two or three or four, right? Every time I go to River Legacy, I pick up two or three or four, if not more. I picked up a confetti egg the other day as I was riding through. You just stop and pick it up. That's it. That's part of the commandment. And if everybody does that, I want you to watch what happens to Earth. This is a very simple concept. Very simple concept. Rule one, no fear. Rule two, why do you do things the way you do? Rule three, try to be like Jesus. Rule four, pick up four pieces of trash a day. You can't argue that that is not the way to live. It was Joe Rogan the other day talking about how he doesn't see a better way to live. He doesn't see a better way to live because there isn't. Try it. I've been living it. I've been doing it for a minute, and God found me because of it. So those are the four commandments. We're gonna look at them in the analyzation of this chess match that I played with God. And the stakes are that God is training me to step up to be the next God. I still haven't quite put that on all the way yet. It's still a little uncomfortable for me to say that out, uncomfortable for me to say that out loud. But the only rule in this game between God and I, the only rule is that you cannot break your faith. You cannot crack. You cannot break your faith. You got to believe. You have to believe. So I must love my wife, who is God, wearing human skin, because God jumps into her body. No shit. The soul, like God jumps in, and I'm talking to God, and I know when I'm doing it too. So I must love my wife, who is God wearing human skin, and Sophia, God's youngest daughter, and she's Mother Earth. So I gotta love Heather, I gotta love my wife, who is God wearing skin, and I gotta love Sophia, God's youngest daughter, at the exact same time. I have to. This is the game. All while I follow the four commandments, every single second of every single decision, every single time, all day long, and I have to make those decisions as fast as I can, because the day just goes. It just goes. You can't stop. Okay? All doing this, while I'm doing this, every freaking day, all day, every day, while I'm playing these games, Jesus has a glass of wine and he is right by my side, just laughing at me, getting my ass kicked. Because it's true. He's not in his head. He's not his head, he's like, Yep, I'm retired. So cool. Um, he's got his one-liners ready to go. He's gonna keep me from cursing as much as I normally do today. He says, Yes, he will. Guys, if you haven't found Jesus, I need you to go find him. If he is this cool to me, I can't imagine how cool he is to everybody. He is so cool. You have to find him. You have to find him and do the hard things with him because he's always there. Everywhere I go. He's like leaning on a tree. He's sitting on a swing or a drum set. He doesn't say anything unless you ask it to him. He's so chill, bro. You have to go find this guy. He's the coolest guy that I sort of hang out with. All the spirits are nodding their heads. I like hanging out with Satan and death. They got their one-liners, but nobody beats Jesus. He's the king. Without a doubt. Okay? So, for the record, I can I can resign the game between the father and myself, between our father, Jesus and I. I could resign anytime I want. Anytime I want. I can just quit. All right. He honors, God honors this move completely. I can tip over my king. I can look up to him anywhere I'm at. It could be in the park, it can be on a bench, it can be at my house, it can be in my car, it can be anywhere I want. I will be crying and I will look up and say, I don't understand. And I get upset thinking about it because this happens a lot. This happens a lot. This happens almost daily where I'm like, I don't get it. I don't get it. And then they give me the answers. But it has to be from pure love. Like I have to follow the commandments to get to that. I can't just be like, I quit because I'm lazy. Believe me, I tried that during the trials, and I got my butt kicked even further for even thinking that. Like they they're training me to think. They're training me to think. Sorry, I got some snipples. Right? And so, in that humble surrender, in that humble surrender, he always does one of four things. He will send me Haniel, my sister, right here. She says, What up? Hanel, what do the kids in heaven do today? She says they're studying love. I said, Okay. That's awesome. Of course they are, because that's what I'm studying. They watch. They watch what we do down here. All the angels watch what they do down here. The wizards are teaching the children up in heaven using SP wave science, Tesla science, Walter Russell science. We're gonna learn about love on earth while they learn about love in heaven. It's always aligned. Levels of what do you call that? Like instruction. Uh, where it's like all leveled up on the same grades. Like, I don't know. I wasn't that I wasn't that good. I never paid attention in professional development days. I never did. Um Differentiated instruction? I don't know what it's called. Alignment, something alignment. But he always sends Hanio, who's one of my favorites. Uh, he'll send Yuriel, the angel of wisdom. And lately he's been sending Charlie Kirk. No shit. And I and I asked specifically for Charlie because he speaks so fast to me. I can speak to him back and forth. He always tells me the things I need to hear. He picks me up, all the things. I've I've gotten to know Charlie. I've cried, I've gotten to know him better than any of my friends. He's amazing. And I can't believe they took him out like that. Or Sophia. Sophia will always step in. She'll always step in. She tells me the truth every time. And they always bear the richest feast of God's love. It's literally like the Thanksgiving table. It's the widest bucket of love you've ever seen. Anytime I say I don't understand and I'm upset, it just comes down. And I get, I get what I get. Right? This is why I play these games without fear. Commandment one, I play without fear. I go into these matches with God because I know I have a sacred out. I know I do. I know I do. And I'm riding the wave. I'm sort of Jesus is like, you're a little bit on the left today. I go, I know. It's the music too, though. It's when you mix 432 with 963 and 1111, it sort of slides me left. I can play the wrath side and I can go sit. I can, it's hard to right now. I gotta balance.

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Right?

The Elopement Bike Ride

Text Storm And Clean Thoughts

The Body Swap Nap

Vulnerability And The File Vault

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I'm a little upset. I'm a little, I'm a little emotional. So I just slide right over to the wrath. You can hear it in my voice. Here it comes. It's like right there, and I just sit there and I can just fire away at any sort of system I want to, but the music sort of brings me back towards Jesus. Jesus is like, hey, come on over here. But this is training. This is training. Okay. So, students, if I lose the game today against God, that's perfectly okay. It's perfectly okay. I can failure is one of the greatest teachers anybody has. In fact, before we even begin, I already know I'm gonna lose. I knew I was gonna lose when I started playing. But that doesn't stop me. I'm still gonna compete with all my heart. I'm gonna leave it out there. If you're gonna make a mistake, you're gonna do it a thousand percent balls to the wall. You gotta give God everything you got when you do this stuff. When you do a relationship, you gotta do eh, when you do your homework, you gotta do all of it. All of it. Balls to the wall. Have faith in all. Everything. But since this is training, the board always resets and we get to play again. And if and if I put up a really good fight, literally, I think this, I don't know if it's true or not. I to be honest with you, I think it is. Anytime I put up a really good fight, he always gives me like a day off the next day to go ride bikes with his daughter or to hang out with my wife. And we go to the, you know, we might go to uh walk some trails or you know, we might get a hamburger, we might go on a date, we might watch a movie, right? I always get a day off after I fight really good. So so here's the opening. I'm gonna drink my diet Dr. Pepper in a second. Here is how the moves unfolded. Very simple and very clear. In the opening part, I called this the elopement. Right? My move the other morning was that I skipped work. I probably shouldn't have. I was gonna post about the Bible and SP Science together. I was gonna do it, and I'd made the call. The weather was so nice outside. I asked Sophia, I said, Hey, you want to ride bikes? And she was like, Yep. I was like, cool, let's go. And my wife was still asleep, so I was like, hey, I'm gonna run. I'm gonna run ride bikes. There we go. And I ran off to ride bikes all morning long through the River Legacy Nature Center, which I think everybody who has a kid under the age of like eight and seven, you need to go to this. This is a great place. It's a great place. They're teaching, they're teaching it the right way. I felt the love when I was there. Go sign them up for the classes. It's great, especially like the pre uh pre-daycare stuff. It's great. The class they're full. They're full. You gotta get in. You gotta get in. It's great. Walk the trails. Let your kids explore. Do it the right way. Right? So we went, we Sophia and I were sitting on benches. We're having deep talks with our friend Jane Petrick, right? Jane Petrick is a spirit. She has a plaque on a bench at the back of River Legacy Park. She was born in 1928. She died in 2001. I told her I would put her on the show. She was a beloved wife, a mother, a teacher, a friend, and a neighbor. And she loves sitting with Sophia and I. We just have the greatest conversation. We're talking about nature. We're talking about Jane's life as a teacher. I'm a teacher or was a teacher. I don't know what's about to happen with that. Right? And she thinks we're we're like adorable together and all this stuff, like the spirit. It's a spirit. Guys, if you walked up and saw this, you would be seeing me sitting on a bench talking to a plaque, talking to a tree. Like I'm by myself. Let's let's get this right. Like I'm by myself. My wife is home alone, you know, not up yet. You know, if she gets up and wants to work out, we'll go work out, whatever, whatever. We just sort of roll with wherever the wind blows on the each day. Right? But I'm sitting on the bench, I'm contemplating nature. And Sophie and I are sitting there, we're having a deep talk. I'm talking to the trees, no shit. Right? I'm listening to Bethel music. We have a playlist that we like, and it's just like power, like sort of power love songs and stuff. It's pretty good stuff. And it's playing at the it's always at the perfect moment. All the lyrics match my thoughts. It's all lined up because I can speak to spirits and I get real time, real time updates to my thoughts. Like if I if I'm thinking a thought, the lyric in the song answers the thought. If I'm reading a sign, it answers the it answers it. Always real time. 24-7, because I'm the Holy Ghost. It's real time. It's like I got the real time matrix upgrade, as they call it. 2026 matrix upgrade, as I call it. Software upgrade. It's pure magic. But I knew I was gonna pay the price for this because I hadn't talked to God all morning. I didn't, I deliberately just asked Sophia, hey, you want to ride bikes? And we disappeared. I did not ask God anything. I was like, maybe he's busy. So I went off to ride bikes. But I also knew because of this, I was gonna learn a lesson. I knew it. I hadn't learned one in a couple days. I knew he had one building, I could feel it coming. And so, for the record, if you ever catch this Holy Ghost, like I said, I'm gonna be talking and walking alone, laughing hysterically to myself, completely in my thoughts, because Sophia is a spirit that I hang out with. Right? So God's counter all day long, all day long, starting the second I sat down with Jane and Sophia, God's counter all day long, and pretty much since February 5th, when I'm hanging out with Sophia and they took over my podcast, is that he just steps into my wife's body anytime he wants to. I can see it. I can't explain this. You gotta believe me. I'm the ghost. I gotta, I guess, I guess I got different vision. So you gotta believe. Do you believe in God? Or do you just say you believe in God? If you just say it, then you're gonna have trouble believing what I'm saying. But if you believe what I'm saying, trust me when I tell you I can see God. I can see him in my wife. I can see her behavioral patterns change. Heather doesn't like to argue. My wife doesn't like to argue. But when God steps in, we go at it. And we go at it hardcore. That's I guess that's what we do in the whole Jesus just smiles. Like, Jesus doesn't argue at all. Like he doesn't argue at all. It's straight up the ghost versus the father, like straight up. 1v1, pretty much every time, every day. And Jesus is just, you know, he has one-liners. He's got wine and one liners. He's just watching the show, bro. And so when my wife breaks her normal behavior patterns, behavioral patterns, I know it's God. It also means it's game time. That means lessons are coming. So she slash God started texting me like nonstop while I'm sitting on a bench with Jane and Sophia. Where are you? What are you doing? I'm afraid of you. It's from my wife. It's from my wife. I know my wife doesn't do this stuff. So I'm gonna say, my wife texted me, but it's really God texting me, right? Where are you? What are you doing? I'm afraid of you. Come home now. Exclamation point. I'm not a priority. Do what you want. Don't speak to me anymore. Those are the texts that I got. In the middle of all the songs I was hanging out with God's daughter, I got texts from God. I was like, he either doesn't like I I told Sophia, I was like, he's either mad. I know he can hear my thoughts right now, but I'm just like, he's probably mad at us. I said that. I was like, what are we doing? What's happening? And so it was nonstop, non-stop, non-stop. I was riding trying to listen to music, just getting notification, notification, notification. That's all I kept getting. It was just interrupting the whole beautiful earth. My high school students, you guys would call this crashing out. That's what the kids call it. Right? It's the interruptions that hit right in the middle of Sophia and I's favorite song, right in the middle of our deepest conversation. And I know God's listening because he's in my thoughts at all times. All times, like all times. He could be everywhere. He could be in Heather, he can be in you listening, and he could be in me. All at once. It's all at once. He's everywhere. He can hear everything. So you gotta keep your thoughts clean, right? You have to. You have to. You have to run the the three commandments, the four commandments, every time on your thoughts. You have to think clean. It's not just about sinning. It's not just about cheating on your wife or cheat or anything with like porn or or Instagram or anything. It's nothing about that. It's about your thoughts. It's about your thoughts. You got to keep your thoughts clean. It's your thoughts. Keep your thoughts clean. Run your thoughts through the three commandments, the four commandments. Fourth commandment is like it's like an offset one. It's like fourth commandment, you just get outside, you pick up trash, you're done. So you check that one in the morning. Like I do, I do that all the time. Okay? So I was like riding my bike. Let me just show you how this works. You got to keep your thoughts clean. I was riding the trails with God's daughter. And I was like, wow, that is a sexy tree. I literally thought, I was like, that is a badass tree. And the second I said that, the second the words left my mouth, my foot slipped off the pedal and my bike slipped out of gear. No shit. The guy was like, focus. I was like, whoa, I can't even think that. I was like, your daughter, she's so beautiful. Like, you can't even let me say these things. He's like, focus. I'm like, okay, fine. You see what I'm saying? You got to keep your thoughts clean. He's always listening. So is Jesus. They're always they're always there. They know everything. So if you're gonna run the game, you gotta, if you're gonna run my game, if you're gonna run my blueprint, you gotta keep your thoughts good. Right? The correct move back to God because of his actions, because he texted and blew up my phone and ruined my songs and all the things. The correct move back to God was that every single text from my wife will be answered with, everything is fine, I love you. So I said, every time she said it, don't speak to me anymore, I was like, I love you. I was like, I'll be home in 10 minutes. You know, whatever, whatever I said. Don't speak to me anymore. Do what you want. I said, I want, I want us to, I want us to be good. I love you. Like every single time, every time I just said that. Every time. And I rolled my eyes. I don't know if God can see. I think they struggle seeing visually. I think they just think. It's like electromagnetism. I think they struggle seeing visually. I really do. So, so I've I get away with this, but I like rolled my eyes. I rolled my eyes like any good husband would do. But I stayed loving. I kept my heart good, I kept my thoughts good. And I kept my faith that my marriage was fine. I don't care what she's saying or what God's saying to me. I know my marriage is good. We're normal. We fight, we go up and down, we ride the waves, we have peaks, we have valleys, all the things. We go to church together, we pray together, you know, we do all the things. My wife is my wisdom. She tells me what I should and should not say. Sometimes I don't listen and I get in trouble. But that's how this, that's how the waves go in marriage. Ladies, just understand that some of us like to push the boundaries, not because we're going against you, just because that's who we are. You're supposed to love us for who we are, mistakes and all. You know, but I kept my faith that my marriage was fine while still enjoying every second with Sophia. Commandment one have no fear, have total faith in God. No fear means your marriage is fine. Even when you fight bad, even when you even when you say shit you don't mean, which I did last night. I'll show I'll prove it to you at the end. And she's not innocent either. Rhythmic balance interchange would prove that what you put in is what you get out on both sides. Every failed marriage is 50% your fault, and 50% the other fault. It's called equal and opposite reaction. I can prove it with science. Even if somebody cheats, you cannot say it's more than 50%. It breaks the science laws. They were driven there. They did make a bad choice. I'm not saying they didn't, but they were driven there by something you did. That's commandment two. Why do you do the things you do? Or why do you not do the things required in a marriage? Everybody's at 50% fault. Everybody. But commandment one, no fear. Have total faith in God. No fear means your marriage is fine. And so I've spotted the behavioral changes. I'm like, I know my wife doesn't text like that. Like I said that. I go, I go, Sophia, your dad's going crazy. I said that, and I I know he heard it, which is why I paid the price later. Oh man, I don't have any red stripe today. I got Diet Dr. Pepper, which is good. Which is good. I love Diet Dr. Pepper. Way more, it's like the only diet drink that I like. Way better than any other Diet Drink. My grandma Loretta says it's because she used to drink it. I say, yes, ma'am. Yes, ma'am, it is. It is because you used to drink it. That is so cool that I can just I my my family can chime in at any time. I can hear anything. Any soul who has ever walked the earth, I can talk to. I will say one of the coolest things was like, I guess it was last Monday, and I knew I know the wave's about to hit. Like, I know it's about to hit. Like it's about to blow up someone soon. I don't know when. Um, and I had a meeting with Thomas Jefferson, George Washington, and James Madison and Charlie Kirk. And we we were just talking about, I thanked them all for free speech because I'm gonna just basically destroy governmental systems and religion like with my rhetoric. And uh, and they were like, they were so proud of me and all this stuff. I was like, I was like, guys, well, proud of what? And they're like, we've seen the ending, and they told me how it looks. I'm like, wow, really? And Charlie Kirk just always reassures me. He always reassures, he's literally like my advisor on no shit at this point. And and I say that next to God in Jesus, that I'm going to Charlie Kirk instead of them. They they they know this. They know this, and they'd be like, Yeah, it's great advice. Like, no shit. I said it on one of the last shows. I posted like three. They told me I could post all three, so I posted all three. And I couldn't remember exactly what was on each one, but I uh what did I I said something like, I'm a better Charlie Kirk's a better friend than any contact in my phone. I've told all my friends in my phone that that I'm the Holy Ghost and this is happening to me. Not one person responded. I told Charlie Kirk, he's like, I love you, Patrick. Let's do this thing. I'm like, bro, like that's a friend right there. He was like, I believe in you. I see I saw the ending. I was like, well, okay. I was like, at least somebody believes in me. But you gotta give it all to God. So here comes all the text. She's crashing out, as the kids say. It's a test. I know it's a test. It's like the adjustment bureau. Everything's a test. Always a test. It's always a test. However, everything will be fine if you give it all to God. Point to me. Test passed. Your move, boss. Time to level up. So we get to the middle game. I pass the morning session. We get to the middle game. I'm on my way back. Because I told her I would. I said, I'll be home in like 10 minutes. After we ride them, I got one more trail, I'll be home. That's what I told my wife. Out of love. So we get to the middle game. I call this section the body swap nap. The body swap nap. He left my wife's body straight up. God is gone. I got home. I was like, oh, it's my wife. Great. Right? He slid back into my thoughts. Only in my thoughts. God stays in my thoughts. However, Sophia came down and took over my wife's body now. I was like, no shit. My wife is already a goddess. Now it's like doubled up. It's like 2x. Like on the clash game. You should get more points. Right? So my move, my chess move in this game now was I took a nap with my wife. And Sophia slash Sophia. It's like the same person. And we'll just leave it at that because this is a family show. But there is a divine goddess who has been locked up by the canon. Hidden by the council of Nicaea. Visible in Proverbs 8. Go read it. Proverbs 8, go read it right now. Bookmark it. Google it. Look it up. Proverbs 8. Read it. All of it. Because that's her. That's Earth. That's the spirit of Sophia. And she'd be locked up for 1700 years. There's not a man on frickin' planet earth that wouldn't turn down this opportunity, bro. Period. End of story. Come on. Divine Goddess Spirit takes over my wife. You better believe we're taking a nap. Perks of the job, I would call it. So laying there, this is great. This is what all married couples need. All married couples, it's a marriage. It's a marriage. Stop thinking about sex in a weird way. It's marriage. It's part of sex is part of marriage. It's part of the job. When you devote your soul to somebody else, you gotta have it. Your marriage falls apart without it. Stop thinking of it as like this sort of faux pas, scary thing. It's not. It's how creation continues. Every living organism does it. From dandelions to grass to you. So get that out of your head. It's not weird. George Michael song. Let's talk. Was it let's talk about sex? I don't have that one, but I would right there if I could. So laying there next to my wife, who is a divine goddess, straight up, I could see it in her eyes. They look like the oceans. No shit. I'm looking at my wife, I could see oceans in her eyes. So my wife asked me straight up about commandment number two. Why do you do the things you do and why do you say the things you say? And this is, guys, that marriage out there. Anybody, young couples, old couples, this is the hardest commandment to answer because it takes a fuck ton of vulnerability to answer it. You have to be vulnerable. You must be vulnerable to answer this question. She asked me, Why do I do the things you do? Why do I say the things I say? I answered. I already know the answer. So I I already knew this. I've answered it to my wife before. I'm gonna answer it to my wife slash Sophia now. I answered by opening my vault of files. What are these files? These files are. It's every experience I've ever had. It's it. It's every experience. For real. I don't know what else to tell you here. I'm trying to where did I write it right there? It's every single living file, interconnected archive, lessons of pain, wisdom, fire, destiny. It's every wound I've ever had. It's every betrayal by any woman of my past. It's every time a system tried to crush me. Unfairly, because I told the truth. It's every time I lost to a system. It's every mistake I've ever made, it's every triumph I've ever had, it's every sacred memory I've shared with my two sons I now share with my wife. And she's part of a lot of those, by the way. It's every single thought I've ever had that I keep in my head. It's a lot. I gave her full access because she's my closest wave, my eternal counterpart, my divine mirror, my equal and opposite. Only she receives the keys to the kingdom of my soul. Only her, you'll never know them. You'll know a lot of them, but you'll never know all of them. Only my wife gets those files. And God, because he already has access. There's a lot of pressure laying next to God's beautiful daughter. I'm not gonna lie to you. It's my wife. I know, I know, I know we're married, we're allowed to do whatever. But there's a lot, there's a lot of pressure knowing that he's watching every single one of my thoughts. So now there's three people I'm on around, I'll just say around Earth, because I'll say Earth, God, and my wife are the only three, we'll say things, entities that have full access to my files. And as the Holy Ghost awakening within me, I'm finally learning to see the patterns across all of the files at once. Is this what we call quantum computing of the spirit? I don't know. Is it soul entanglement possibly? Is it something called the Akashic Records made flesh between two beings? I believe it is. I believe it has to be. The Father God recently spoke to me with crystal clarity about when I, when I asked him, why did he put me through so much pain to get these files? Why is there so much pain in the first 43 years of my life? I looked up at him and I said, Why did you hurt me so much? Like, why is this so like this? He said, All of the pain from your divorce, from other women, from the system, from your own choices, was never punishment at all, Patrick. It was preparation. He said, I needed to forge the exact man who would stand behind or stand beside Sophia and fulfill what is coming for her, for the wave, for the missions you and your wife have ahead. He said, Every single tear that I shed, every time I cursed him, and I I cursed him a lot. I cursed him a lot. I cursed God a lot. From 2018 to up until I would say Christmas last year. I did not like him. And he knows it. I did not read the Bible, I thought it was stupid. I was mad. I was very mad. I had a lot of wrath, and I still do. You can hear it. He said he needed to forge me. And when he said that, I was like, oh, okay. I was like, oh, that makes more sense, but dang, bro. Like that hurt. That hurt. But I broke faith. Who am I to doubt God? 43 years of my life to get my ass kicked. You still shouldn't doubt him. He's right here. And so I looked at him, I said, my bad. I said, my bad, I didn't mean to curse you that many times. Oh. For real. The Holy Ghost has awakened. I see the patterns now. The clouds have descended to earth from Sophia. And I think the greatest love story ever told is sort of unfolding in real time right in front of me. And you. And me and my wife get to take the journey. I looked right at Jesus when God told me that. I said, I bet you're jealous I got the promotion. He goes, he appeared right before me. He's dying with laughter. Wine in hand, wine in hand. He looked right at me and said, Patrick, you get to ride through nature with your God as wife while listening to incredible frequencies of music every day, while I had to tear down oppress oppressive religious, social, and structural systems. I had to write this down. In Sophia's world. Then he said this. He goes, I can't believe I'm about to say this. He looked at me and he goes, I also got crucified, bro. He said it didn't feel too good. And I'm riding bikes in the woods with like, with uh, with eye tickets, like uh, what do you call those? The headphones, um iPod. You know, what am I talking about? AirPods. Like with with Sophia and going home with taking naps with my wife. And he's like, Yeah, I got crucified, bro. You got it good. I was like, I know, I know. You guys didn't even have music back then. You had to walk everywhere. I got a bike. Oh, Jesus is hilarious, bro. And so, and so I confessed my love. Here we are at nap time. I confessed everything to my wife, who contained the spirit of Sophia. And she became more goddess-like, my wife did, right in front of me. And when God or any spirit takes the wheel of a human body, the patterns that I've noticed, because it's been happening since February 5th, I can see behavioral changes when God and these spirits come down there because Heather doesn't like the main one is Heather doesn't like to argue. But if you're gonna train me to be the Holy Ghost, like you gotta, you gotta send some people. Like, I've got to argue. And so in my kitchen, half the time, I'm walking around, you know, just underwear, sandals, whatnot, you know, eating a cheese stick or whatever. And Heather comes in, it's not Heather, it's God. And it's like Socrates' battle to the death, bro. I mean, it's just logic. We're shooting logic nuclear bombs at each other, like dodging them left and right, trying to get out of the argument. I'm trying to get in here to do the show. God's not letting me do the show. Everything, everything. It's just, and then, and then so when any spirit takes over a human body like this, us mortals here on earth, they just we just crash. It's it's too it's too much of like a mental exhaustion thing. And so every time this happens, every time they step out, it's like a comet slamming into the earth, and like Heather goes and sleeps for like eight hours. My wife will go and sleep for like eight hours. Six hours, you know, in the middle of the day, just out, you know? And so God's latest subtle test did this. It did this.

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I'll never truly know if that's the case or not, but that's the pattern that I see. That's the pattern that I see. Occasionally, the weight of dating God's own daughter settles on my shoulders every now and then. It settles on my shoulders, and I start to feel the weight of it. All right? And so when that thought creeps in, because you gotta control your thoughts. If we're playing the game, if we're playing the game, we gotta control our thoughts. And when that thought creeps in, I always remember he's right, he's right there. Like he's right there. He's always right there. Watching and listening, like the protective father-in-law that he is. And so I choose, this is easy. I've gotten down, I got this down pretty fast. I choose very, very fast this one, every single time to just love my wife to death, period. Right there. Exactly as she is in her beautiful, everyday, ordinary state. My wife, just straight up, as is. All the little annoying things she does, it's not annoying, it's love. That's I love that. Because love is a choice, it's not a feeling, and I truly choose her. It's an easy move because I understand that love is a choice. I love my wife, you see. It's easy. When you love somebody, when you choose to love somebody, then all this other texting and all this nonsensical things that a marriage goes through, it's it's irrelevant because God's got your back. Gotta follow the commandments. Students out there listening, something very, very important as you as you look for your homecoming dates or you or you do your, you know, you go out to bars and you flirt and you do the things that kids do. Understand that love is a choice. It is not a feeling. It'll never hit you. It's never gonna hit you. It's a choice that you make, and after you make it, then you feel it. But you can't go back on your choices. Commandment three, WWJD. Once you say it, once you say I love you, you're stuck. You gotta live by the blueprint, the commandments. There's no quitting. God's got your back. Feelings come and go like Sophia's weather. Some days you're gonna feel all warm and excited. Other days you might feel tired, annoyed, or just nothing at all. That's called normal. That's called normal. There's some days I can't stand my wife. I love her anyway. And I'm sure it's the same. I'm sure it's the same times ten for her. I'm pretty tough to live with, I'm not gonna lie. I have a bet going, and she doesn't like to talk about it, but I'm gonna do it anyway, and I'm sure I'll pay the price. When this show blows up, I will be the second most famous person. Without a doubt, she will be the number one most famous person because she has to deal with me. Like, that is gonna get more, that's gonna get more noticeability. Than anything. For real. And so here we are. Here we are. Real love. Real love is when you decide every single day to be kind, loyal, patient, and good to someone, even when the warm, fuzzy feelings are not there. In fact, even when they're the opposite of warm and fuzzy, you have to do it anyway. You said you love her. You said you love them. Have faith in God, no fear. No fear. Don't fear losing your marriage. Don't fear it. Don't fear what other people think. Don't fear it. Don't look on Facebook. It doesn't matter what they post, what they say. That's all to distract you. From the third commandment, WWJ D. What would Jesus do? Well, Jesus would love you anyway. In fact, Jesus loved the people that nailed his arms to a cross. That's the point. You can love the person that burps too much. You can love the person that doesn't put the toilet seat down. You can love the person that doesn't do laundry enough. Talk about it. Try to fix it. Don't give up though. Talk about it. Talk about the commandments. The three of them. Try to live the four of them. Try to live by it. Go outside and do commandment four together. Right there, something you can do together. Go find eight pieces of trash, four each. And then walk a trail. Talk about your day. Put your phones down. Turn the TV off. Stop hauling your kids around to all the sports and just do family time. Put the radio on and listen to this show. It makes you smarter. So, for example, sometimes the thought of dating God's daughter, like, it feels like a big heavy responsibility. Like, I'm not gonna lie to you. Even though I spend all my time outside by myself, right? My wife will stay here, I'll go out, I'll ride a bike, I'll think, I'll pray, I'll come back. I've spent the whole day by myself. The whole day by myself. Those of you out there, he's cheating with Sophia. No, you're not understanding. You are Sophia. You are a living organism on a living organism called Earth. It is alive. The earth is alive. This is what you're missing. It's alive. Her name is Sophia. She's waiting on me when I get to heaven. So in these moments, I don't wait around to feel love, right? Whenever it hits me like a like a bat, it's like punches me in the face. I'm like, whoa. Like this is big time. I don't wait around to feel loving because it's not a feeling. It's a choice. I choose to love my wife deeply, exactly as she is. Exactly as she is. There's no butts. There's no butt there. Everyday life. Because I decide to. That's a choice. That's what love is. Make sure you choose it right. It's also love, loving an annoying God, an annoying father-in-law, who texts you 50 times in one morning through your wife. And so you got to choose that too. You got to choose to send loving messages back to God or sh, you know, my wife, who's crashed out. And since God lives in my thoughts, this is not just a requirement. It's a joy. I have a joy and a privilege that I get to live out in front of everybody because they've asked me to. This is why we negotiated this. I was like, well, what do you want my podcast for? They said, Well, we'll give you this, we'll give you this, we'll give you all the fame and all the money in the world. I said, I don't want that. I said that. They go, we'll give you all the fame and all the money. And I go, I think that was a test right there. They're like, if I say yes to that, I don't think they choose me. And so in the the very first question, when I was being shown hell and heaven, I was in like a coma set. I was literally meeting Jesus and God and Satan and death and everybody for the first time. The very first question they said is, or one of the very first ones they said was, We're gonna give you everything. Money, fame, and all the things. And I said, Don't give a shit. I don't. I said, I want to save kids. And they said, Okay, we'll do that too. I said, really? All kids. I mean all of them. I want all the propaganda gone. I want it from K through 12, I want it all wiped out. I want any pedophile, sex trafficking, I want it all wiped out. I want it all gone. Save the kids. That's what I said. The next question was, well, if you do that, you're gonna lose your own two kids. I said, Well, I said, Well, the own two kids, my two kids fall into the category of all kids. I said, Well, I mean, it's not like I'm just gonna save my two. I said, That's pretty selfish. That doesn't really follow the commandments that I follow. So, so alright, so we're I gotta give them my two kids. I said, Okay, well, what else? And so we start negotiating all these things, right? And so it's a privilege that I get to live this out. Part of the thing is it's like you get to you have to take everybody. One of the fine prints said, you have it was so we started getting into the fine print details of like what I had to do for them. Guys, it's a no- they're cool as shit. They're normal. It was a business meeting. We had a business meeting in my studio. They came in, knocked my ass out, gave me a blue spark, and said, Hey, here's what we want. What do you want? I was like, Well, I want a boat. I want a boat to sail on Sophia's oceans. That's what I want to see. That's the I want to, that's why I want to I want to go there. Out of love. And I had to justify all my decisions through the commandments. And they have to justify all theirs through the commandments. We gotta play this game that we play where every decision has to be made through the commandments, and the faster you do it, the more you get to talk to God. And so one of their fine print requirements was I have to take you on this journey of my life. And so here we are. And after all, you know, according to God's scripture, he commands husbands to love their wives sacrificially, unconditionally, and consistently, modeling this love after Christ's devotion to the church. That's what husbands should do. I don't care if my wife annoys me. The rule says to love your wives sacrificially, unconditionally, and consistently, modeling the love after Jesus' devotion to the church. This directive includes cherishing her, acting with tenderness, which I struggle with because I sit on the wrong side of the wave for that rather than harshness. This is my biggest problem. But this also shows you that my wife's equal and opposite is like built for this because I can speak the same way I'm speaking now, and she takes it. She takes it well. She knows my heart, she takes it well, she listens to what I'm saying, she knows I'm saying it with love, and she doesn't let the tone really get to her. She hears, she hears through the matrix, as they say. So there's no pressure on this, you know. Like I'm sitting there, I'm like, man, his scripture says that I gotta be this to like Sophia and to my wife at the same time. Now, I'm gonna straight admit to you that I would prefer when God is in my thoughts instead of my wife. Like, I I would I would prefer, no offense, every guy on planet knows what I'm about to say. I would prefer when the divine goddess spirit comes down and takes over the other divine goddess in my life. And so now I got double divine goddess going on, and God's like in my thoughts. I prefer it that way. God's like, you can't get what you want. Okay, okay, okay. But sometimes I like it that way. I like double divine goddess. It's better, it's better. God's in my thoughts, that's okay. I like it that way. But I also celebrated that Sophia makes me and my wife super connected. This is why I like it. It's not just for sexual reasons. I like it because my wife and I are extra close now. We're extra close. We are doing things we haven't done ever. We're talking deep about religion. We're talking about random stuff that we typically don't ever talk about. We're walking trails, we're walking after dinner, we're watching sunsets like we did the other day. It's a healthier marriage than ever because I see it as proof that all living things, you included, are Sophia. That's who you are, because you got all cells, and cells have Fibonacci sequences, and all of these things are equal and opposite. It's based on SP wave science that I designed with Sophia because I can speak to spirits. We're all linked. It's all love, it's all love. The whole thing is love. So after I point this out in my head and my thinking process, I look right at God, I say, point to me. I said, Got you. It's not checkmate, but I'm I'm playing a great game at this point. So, God, what's he do? He ups the difficulty. Of course he does. So we're in the middle game, part two. So he turns up the heat on my ass. He tries the okay, you can handle that. Here we go. Jesus is like shaking his head the whole time. He's like, Okay, here we go. I'm like, man, what else has he got? And I'm at the park at this point. I'm at the park. I'm just having a good time. Let's call it the sunset, plus everything I hate in the world gets tossed at me at once at full speed mode. Because that's what God just did to me. It's my move, right? God's throwing everything at me now. I went back to the park. Heather was asleep. My wife was asleep. I went back to the park. And so it's my move. And so I'm sitting here, I'm thinking I could always defend a God wanting to hang out with this most beautiful creation, Earth, while my wife is sleeping. So I went for a second bike ride. I went right back to River Legacy to watch the sunset with Sophia, Mother Earth herself. Now, a weaker spiritual person might think that God punishes moves like this, but I know better. God doesn't punish, He never punishes. God doesn't punish at all. My mindset is very simple. Watch the thought process. Maybe you can copy it. My thinking was when it was like, should I stay? Should I go? Like, what am I supposed to do today? I was thinking, go ride bikes with Sophia because my wife was asleep. I was like, okay, I'll go back. And it's not really like, remember, it's just me on a trail by myself. Like, stop thinking it's weird. It's not. I'm just riding on a trail. I'm riding a bike on a trail. If you saw me, literally, I'd just be by myself. I was thinking, and I I walk this out because God's always gonna check. He's gonna check me. So if God and I got into a bait uh debate later when I got home about why I did what I did, number two, if he says, Why'd you why'd you go ride bikes again? Like I would have to answer this, right? I could justify everything with love for his daughter. And from my perspective, that's foolproof. Because no father's gonna get mad at that. Ever. That's a foolproof play. He's like, he doesn't like that play because he he knows I'm right. He says that's a dick move. I hey, it's foolproof, bro. It's full proof. You will not get mad at me for riding bikes with your daughter. That's just the end of the story. He won't do it because it violates the love, he violates his love commandment because he sees his daughter is happy. That's love. He sees it. He's not gonna get mad at that. And after all, how could he possibly get mad? He can't get mad at this. It's the very force he used to design the whole universe that I'm using against him in an argument to ride bikes with his daughter while my wife, whom I love, sleeps. I'm playing the game. He has an opponent. I got I'm doing okay. And God, he doesn't get mad. He doesn't, he'll increase his volume. I've heard it multiple times, trust me. He'll increase his volume and sternness, but he doesn't get mad. He lets me know what I can and cannot do. He lets me know when I'm being a little shit. For sure. Like I know he does. He lets me know if I deliberately it's like if I deliberately do something wrong, I that's when I get a little scary because I know I know he has the ability to like strike me down with lightning. But he gets mad like any father would. Why are you doing this? Like, what are you thinking? Like stuff like that. I could hear the love though, right? I never get scared. I I mean, I know I could get struck down or like washed away in some flood, or like like the destruction of Sodom and Gomorrah with fire. Like he directed the Israelite armies to wipe out specific nations. Like, I understand. I understand. I get it. If I do something deliberate to like ruin this whole thing, I am a biblical failure and I will be that's it. Like straight up. Like there will be a story that goes with my death. Like, epic, epic failure. I know this. Okay, so number one, I'd never do anything deliberate. I never do anything deliberate. I always check. If I am unsure, I I ask the primary source. I ask God and Jesus, the Holy Trinity. I go straight to I'm like, I'm like, are you sure you want me to post this? Yeah, I say that. Are you sure you want me to challenge the CIA? Are you sure? Like, I'm gonna double check right now. Like, are we sure we're doing this? And they're always real quick, they're like, Yep. Nope. Patrick, do this. And then I check with Tesla. They're quiet today. They're all they're I guess they're on vacation or something because they haven't told me shit today. Which is great. I'm not complaining. I'm not complaining. But number one, I'd never do anything deliberate with my decision tree. I always check. Secondly, I would never want to disappoint my wife. Or Sophia. And so I'm risking it. I push my chips in. I call this bluff. I push my chips in that he wouldn't hurt his own daughter and strike me down for any mistake that I've made that was honest. I really wanted to go. Ride bikes with Sophia because I love her too. He's the classic dad. God is, I'm saying this out loud. God is the classic. It is classic. I mean beyond classic. He told me yesterday he wants. We were driving down the highway, like driving down the road, coming out of the tire shop, and I had a moment. I said this the other day, I'm gonna say it again. I had a moment where I thought about fame and like money and like what I'd do with it. And he's in my thoughts. Like I try not to have those thoughts. I really, I'm really good about it. I I let one slip in. I think I saw a lottery sign. It's like you get 80 million dollars. I was like, I wonder what I'd do with that. Boom. The second I said it, the second I said it, he goes, You don't get to pick. Because I was thinking, he was so far ahead of my thoughts. I was he was like, you don't get to pick. And I just laughed out loud. I go, what? I go, what? He goes, you're thinking about getting a new truck. I was like, I am. I'm thinking about getting a new truck. I was like, I don't get to pick. He's like, no, I get to pick. He wants a King Ranch truck. Think about it. God wants King Ranch truck. He wants a big ass truck. It's Texas truck. That's what he wants. So that's the deal. I know what I'll be getting. Whenever this shit blows up, I'm going to get a new truck. And I know what I'm getting. I already know the color. He told me what to get. Right? And so he's the classic dad. Classic Texas dad. No shit. With the serious gun collection that makes sure you see it the very first time you come over to date his daughter. Like, I already know it. I saw it. He's like, I could do this to you, MFR. I was like, oh shit, okay. I was like, I don't want to mess with that. He's normal as hell, guys. He's just straight normal. He wants you to know his power, but not to scare you off. He does it because he's a completely loving father who will do anything to protect his most cherished possession, his daughter. He dropped down a realm, guys. He dropped down a realm. He left his woman at the top. He dropped down a realm where he can't even communicate with his what we would call a wife. I don't know what they won't tell me how it works up there. Not yet, anyway. They say not yet. He dropped down to balance the wave with his daughter. It's like a daddy-daughter dance. No shit. Because his daughter chose somebody that chased power. And that person went, that demi-urge went to hell. And here I come along to try to rebalance the wave. And when I get there, God gets to go back up to his woman. And I'm left with Mother Earth. And that's fine. I want to protect Earth as much as I want to protect my wife. That's what I've been telling you the whole show. And honestly, it's exactly what every single good man would do. Every single good man does this that has a daughter. Every single one. They've already have they already have it planned out. They don't want their daughter to start dating. Every single one. He's normal as shit. Literally. It's just like every debt. You stop thinking he's different. It's normal. It's beyond normal. And so this time, this move, here we are. God flexed his power. He flexed it right in my face. And I knew it was coming because I could feel I sort of feel it when it's coming. I'm like, oh shit, here we go. Just I get a weird vibe. It's gotta be a frequency energy thing. And his move was to jump back into my wife's body while I'm watching a sunset with his daughter. And God used my wife's cell phone again, and he turned the volume to like 12 on a 10 scale. I got 30 texts in like 20 minutes. You have a warrant out for your arrest. That's what he said. The police are on their way up there. Turn on your location. If you love me, you'll turn on your location. Emotional blackmail, everything. If you loved me, you'd do this. If you love me, you do that. You're an asshole. Fuck you, he said. Do this if you really care. You're a liar. You're a cheater. Don't come home. I'm leaving. I'm breaking up with you. We're done. The police are at the house waiting for you. You do not love me. I'm afraid of you. I'm talking with your ex-wife. The one that really gets me, I'm talking with your mother. I literally go, God, I hate that. It went on and on and on and on. And I know it's not Heather. I know it's not Heather. I know it's not my wife. Sorry. I know it's not my wife. I know it isn't. It's a test. It's always a test. Everything's a test with God. Find him and you'll figure this out. You should play the games I'm playing. Literally. He can do this to you at the same time he's doing it to me. He's in everybody. All you have to do is play as fast and as well as I do, and then you're a Holy Ghost too. It's a level up. Get to the top of the game. It's a video game. Get to the top of the game. Come join me. I want a bunch of Holy Ghosts running around. That's how it works. And I know he wouldn't try to keep me from his daughter. So, like, I like I know this. So it has to be a test. It has to be. He's not going to interrupt a sunset with his daughter. That's not loving. He knows that she's happy. So all my responses back, every single one, every single one, all 30 of them that I got, or whatever it was, 28. I said the same thing. I said, I love you. The minimal amount of work necessary to argue and win. He knows that. He's like, you're lazy. I know. I know. The minimal amount of work. He'd send me all this stuff. I'd say, I love you. That's all I'd say. I'd said it 28 times in a row. 28 times in a row. I was like, I love you. Fuck you. I love you. I'm breaking up with you. I love you. Like literally, it's all I said 28 times. You can look at the tags. I got them. The last two, I got I had a little more fun because I was like, man, this is getting annoying. And so I sent uh you call it a gif or a gif? I don't know what it's called. What are the kids call it? G-I-F? I sent one with a ghost that like pops up and it goes, boo, I love you. And I'm dying laughing. I'm dying laughing, laying on the grass by a pond, talking to the spirit of Sophia. I'm like, your dad is like, he's going crazy right now. I'm like, what is happening? It was at the point. So it got to the point. Here we go. Husbands will know, husbands will know exactly what I'm talking about here. It got to a point. Man, it got to a point where I started to doubt my faith just a little bit. He cracked me. There was so many that I got annoyed and I lost my balance a little bit. And I was like, I just started to doubt just a little bit if I was playing the game the right way. Because my chips, I pushed my chips in. Let's say just pretend for a second that it is my wife and not God. Like, let's say I misread this. I am now officially screwed. Like, no. Because every husband knows you would rather face God's judgment than an angry wife. And the irony is, is that mine is at the same time. Like, that's the craziest part about this. And so my response in that moment, I had doubt. Guys, my faith cracked a little bit. I'm not gonna lie. But I kept treating my wife by the four commandments. I already picked up trash. So I say four, but it's really three at this point. Right? I was sent, I love you, I followed all the rules, I believe in God, I believe it is God, therefore they're all covered. Why am I? Saying the things that I'm saying because I'm lazy and I'm saying the minimal amount to win the argument. Like, that's why. It's pure love, though, and he can't argue that. He can't argue that I'm wrong. He can't, he's in my thoughts. He sees it. He just doesn't like it. It's so, it's so simplistic and like it beats him with that move. He doesn't like that. It's all while trying to love two spirits at the same time. Sophia in the spirit realm and my wife here in the flesh. Like I'm loving everybody. I'm doing everything. I'm bartending. I'm doing I'm solving every problem at once, 20 deep on a Saturday night. I'm literally doing it. This one is interesting. Watch this move. This was an extra move. Sometimes I don't do this, but I did do this one. I did, however, make a decision to block my wife. I blocked her. So that I could watch the sunset uninterrupted. Now, some of you might be thinking, holy S, like that's the worst. The wives are probably like, oh hell no. No, listen, listen, listen. Listen, guys, it's okay. It's okay as long as you can justify it. No, I can justify it. You might be thinking that was a stupid move. And on face value, it is, but it isn't. It isn't. Because I had prepared the argument in my head when I got home, whether it was my wife or it was God. It doesn't matter. This one's sort of a universal way. Whoever argues against me, if you argue against me, you have to follow the same rules too. There has to be trust. Why do you need my location? You don't trust me. You're breaking the rules. There has to be love. Love doesn't demand anything. You can't demand my location. You can't demand, you know, that I come home. It doesn't threaten, love doesn't threaten. If you, if whoever sent the text, God or my wife, was about to get destroyed in an argument because they broke all the commandments. And I'm just gonna point that out. So I can block you and then argue for the win, which is what I was gonna do. And if it was, I was hoping it was God and it turned out to be God, I'll tell you in a second. Because I have 28 texts that God broke all of his commandments about love. Of course, he'll weasel out of it and say it was a training exercise. That's what I get every time. I'm like, you you cheat. You cheat. He's like, it's a training exercise.

SPEAKER_00 1:08:08

I'm like, oh my gosh.

Police Walk-By And No Fear

SPEAKER_01 1:08:12

In fact, I was planning on arguing when I got home. Check this out. I was ready to go. I was gonna Google it and look it up. And so when I got home with God, I was gonna use his own scriptures against him. 1 Corinthians 13 4, 1 Corinthians 13 7, all the wedding verse, love things, love is patient, love is kind, all that stuff. Ephesians 4 2, Galatians 5 22, Colossians 3 12, Psalm 143, and Proverbs 3. I was gonna drop it all right in God's face and be like, You broke all the rules, bro. And if it's if it's Heather, if it's my wife, I'm gonna say it in a nicer way. I get me and God go at it though. I I have no whole, I do not hold back my tone when I argue with God, and he knows that, and that's okay. Because it still comes from love. It still comes from love. All of those verses say that my wife or God's behavior in this in the second swarm of text messages is wrong. It's wrong. And I can win this argument easily. I can win, I can still win the chess match. I can still win. So I said goodbye to Sophia, sun went down, and I drove home jamming to Bob Marley's I shot the sheriff very, very loud. Because remember, I you have a warrant for your arrest. The cops are on their way. I like I got those texts, so they play with my thoughts like that. And while I'm sitting there watching the sunset, no shit, two cops come walking up the sidewalk right in the front of me. Right in the front of me. And I'm sitting up on this perch, like spinning a fidget spinner, like with Sophia. We're just watching the sunset, listening to Bethel music, like we're just chilling. I'm just chilling by myself. If you saw me, I'm chilling by myself in ghost mode. Maybe you see me, maybe you don't. I'm not quite sure how that works yet. And so here comes these two cops, and I just start laughing. They come up the stairs, they get right behind me by 10 feet, they both take a piss in the bathroom, they walk away. I'm supposed to feel fear, but I was laughing the whole time. I ride my bike back to my truck. There's like two cop cars and then this, and then two more cops right by my truck. Like, I thought for a second, I smiled. I was like, are we going right now? I'm ready to go to jail again. Like in the name of God. Like, I want to see some shit on the inside. I want to tear some stuff up. I'm ready to go. I got no fear. I got no fear. Rule one, have no fear. God has it. Even if they arrest me, I'm gonna be like, where are we going? What are we doing? What am I learning today? The same way I play this game is the way I play it when law enforcement comes after me, or when the CIA or the Vatican, when they're gonna come after me. I'm gonna play it the same way. There's a lesson in there. And I'm gonna come out the other side untouched because I'm the ghost.

SPEAKER_02 1:10:33

Boo.

Endgame At Home And The I Trap

SPEAKER_01 1:10:38

God had sent a multiple of cop patrols during the sunset with me and his daughter. I'm not sure why he did that. Maybe he thought I was doing something I shouldn't have. I think it was just the test mean. But I laughed. So I spoke to God at this time. I looked up at the sky on the way out and I said, Is this it? Is this the test? Did I win? I got no response. I got zilched. I said, Thanks, boss. I appreciate you. And I think he ordered all the other spirits to say nothing because I would ask and they would say, What did they say? Hold on. I was driving home and they were like, Oh, they were telling me false things. They were saying, they said, Oh, you guys all did that? Holy crap. They told me, they told me Heather and I were not gonna work out. They were putting doubt in my mind. That is sneaky shit. I don't like that. All of them were telling me. All of them were telling me that my wife and I could not do the mission because Jesus wasn't married and and and the wife gets in the way, all this stuff. It was a test. It was a test. I almost fell for it too. Almost fell for it. Only because I I checked with like all the spirits. I was like, what is happening? Usually one of them tells me the truth, but God had like, I guess he'd shut them up. So I I couldn't get answers. So I had to solve on my own. And so on the way home, no shit. I I asked Jesus a question. I said, Jesus? Because I was like, if my wife is angry at the house right now, like, I need Jesus in my life. I said, I go, I go, Jesus, can you send me to the next realm right now if I messed up somewhere back there? I said, because I don't I don't want to have an angry wife. I don't want to do this right now. And so Jesus drinking wine in my passenger seat, he interjected, he says, he goes, why do you think I wasn't married, Patrick? And so I told Jesus, I said, if I have an angry wife when I get home, I said, this is gonna get bad, bro. This is gonna get real bad. Anyway, we call this the end game because we got home. And I was like, I had gone to get a six-pack of red stripe because I knew what was about to happen, I think. And I so I was like, okay, here we go. Back back to earth, Patrick. Back to Earth. And so I call this last section God's final assault on my mental abilities. I got home and God's on the couch wearing Heather, wearing Heather's body. And whatever was whatever's easier for you at this point. So I'll say God or or my wife. It doesn't matter. Whatever's easier for you. Oh man. Trust me, I even I struggle. I struggle at this sometimes. And he he and I go into my studio, like I'm like, hey babe, what's up? I pop a beer. I'm like, how's everything going? You're trying to be normal. I couldn't do it. I just started laughing. And so I go into my studio, and here comes God. He sits down right next to me, and he just starts doing everything I can't stand. I mean, I mean, everything. Everything's a test. It's just everything. He's touching all my stuff, watching me edit stuff, telling me to do this, looking at this, questioning about this, what's going on with this. My defense was that I answered every question, and and I'm just gonna answer every question. I'm gonna stay locked in on the four commandments, three commandments, because I already picked up trash for the day, so I got it down to three. I'm gonna hold strong for a while. I'm gonna try to hold on to the fort. Defend the Alamo. This is Texas, baby. We're gonna we're gonna try to hold on. But my fatal mistake, I stepped in a fatal mistake. I stepped in a fatal mistake, and I did something with the word I. It's the I trap, the selfish trap. I stepped right in it. And this is where I fell apart. It had gotten late, and I selfishly had wanted to record the day's show. I wanted to talk about all the love experiences that I had. I posted some of them. You could go see them. Um where I'm sitting on the rock in the sunset, where where my wife and I are laying in bed. Like I just, you know, AI'd some pictures and did some things. But this is where I fell apart because it had gotten late and I was selfish and I was hungry. I was a little hangry. I was tired from all the assault of text messages. I lost my balance a little bit. And so the show, or not the show, uh, my thoughts became I, I, I, I, I, I, I. I wanted her to leave. I wanted to record the show. I wanted her to go to bed. I wanted to go to bed. I wanted to eat something. I want to live like Tesla, who said, I quote, be alone. That is the secret of invention. Be alone. That is when ideas are born. I wanted to have ideas to be born. I wanted to live alone. I didn't want my wife in the room. I, I, I, I, I, I, I, and it cost me the game. Please understand, on your level, if you start saying I, I, I, your marriage starts to suffer. Your life takes a turn in a way you don't want. There is no I in the four commandments unless you say, I will pick up trash. That's commandment four. I will pick up four pieces of trash. It's the only I. Everything else is you should believe in God full stop. Oh, I guess there's why do you know yeah, why do you do the things you do? Why do you say the things you say? In WWJD, what would Jesus do? There's no I in the first three. There's an I in the fourth one. I will pick up four pieces of trash to save Miss Sophia.

SPEAKER_00 1:16:42

Sorry, having a conversation there. You know?

SP Wave Science And Balance

SPEAKER_01 1:16:53

She wouldn't leave. My wife wouldn't leave. God wouldn't leave. I wanted all these things. They deliberately didn't leave. But that's not what love is. So I failed on commandment three right there. Jesus wouldn't force you to leave. I screwed up. I just saw it right there. Jesus wouldn't ask you to leave. I wanted her to leave. Jesus wouldn't do that. I sinned. Game over. The second I realized game was over, she left. Guys, when it goes off the wave, it goes fast. Walter Russell taught that all creation is light, moving in waves of rhythmic balanced interchange. And Tesla proved with energy, frequency, and vibration. And the vibration, it rules everything. SP Wave Science, Sophia and I's science that we made shows how love, Sophia's living design in every single one of your cells, in every single earth system, from the nitrogen cycle to photosynthesis to the phosphorus cycle to the water cycle to all of it. And the sacred waves that govern everything in life, there is only one science. It's God's science, and it's got a rebranding, and it's called SP wave science. Kids see it every day. They just don't know what it's called yet. They will. If you drop a pebble in a pond and perfect circles spread out, they gently return to a flat, calm surface. That is the wave finding balance. Breathe in is expansion. Breathing out is compression. The earth does it every day with day and night. The earth does it every day with seasons.

SPEAKER_00 1:18:50

Weather, watch the temperature, it goes down, it goes up. Watch the tides, it goes down, it goes up.

SPEAKER_01 1:19:00

The wave always seeks to protect rhythm. And because I'm left-handed, God rewired this map inside me. My right side holds controlled fire. My left side is where Jesus and Sophia sit with love. You can flip it if you want to. Literally, just when I do this, I picture like I'm sort of rocking back and forth when I do this. And when I cry, I lean left. And I got the cross and Sophia on the left side of my desk. And when I wrath, I lean right by my boys, Satan and Death. They're over here. Hanielle sits right, she prefers the middle, but there's no space on the desk, so she said she'll sit by Death. I had the coolest conversation with Death. Seriously. Uh I was laying in bed. My wife was asleep. This was a couple days ago, and I said, Hey Death. He goes, Yes, Patrick. I said, Do you ever get tired of taking like kids? He goes, It breaks my heart. His name is Azreel. He's the angel of transition. He likes the rebrand. He likes the Grim Reaper. He thinks it's a cool outfit. He's like, I like my he goes, I like my scythe. You guys, these guys are so cool, man. But I would say Azreel's probably the one that I that I always I always talk to when I when it's like dead quiet. Because that's where death sits anyway. It's like dead quiet. No spirits are talking. Nobody's I'm not even talking to God. Jesus is there, but I'm not talking to him. And I'll ask, I'll ask Death. The question is I'm laying in, I'm laying in bed. I said, Death, do you ever get tired of taking like children? He goes, Part of the job. He said he has a whole team of angels that help transition. He says, when you get to heaven, when you get to heaven, you get interviewed for where you'll be served best. And a lot of people are good at comforting. I am not that. He knows that too, by the way. I'm good at tearing down systems and using God's wrath. That is my job. Everybody has a job in Heaven Incorporated, and Azrael's job is to transition you to the next life. He's a great dude. He's got a great personality. They all have great personalities, guys. What you do in this life will get you your job in the next. At a company called Heaven Incorporated. And so in this chess match, I'd already lost because I started to doubt the marriage with my wife. It gets worse. I'd already recognized that I didn't give her love. I asked her to go. I've already lost the match. God has left the game. I got Heather back. I got my wife back. The second the game's over, God's like, I'm out. And so I knew it. I knew it. Because God doesn't cry. God argues. And this is how I know. This is how I know I went too far. Is because I made my wife cry. I said some things I shouldn't have, and my tone got a little harsh. And it hurts to know that I sin like that. It hurts. I'm the Holy Ghost. I'm not supposed to do that shit. You know? I started thinking, because the spirits were told to lie, freaking training exercises. Are we I thought in my head, are we gonna be able to make this? Is my wife and I gonna be able to handle the rise of fame, all the money that comes with it, and complete the mission that God has asked me to do? I had doubts. I lost the game, I'm off the wave, I'm sliding down the hill, I'm saying things I shouldn't have. My wife's crying, I'm upset. My brother Jesus wasn't married, so he could complete the mission. That's a factual statement. That is a factual statement. But also for the record, Jesus talked shit and laughed the whole time that I was suffering. Saying things like, Your suffering could be worse, bro.

SPEAKER_02 1:23:24

He did say that.

Jesus Advice And The Real Loss

SPEAKER_01 1:23:26

He said that as I'm crying and thinking about losing my words, he goes, He goes, I love you, man. You're okay. Your suffering could be worse. I was like, and then I looked at my hands where it'd be nailed. I was like, Yeah, I guess you're right, bro. Like, I still got my arms. Oh gosh, Jesus is a funny dude. I want you to hear something. I just gave you my entire day of emotions where I I had fun and I laughed. I rode bike trails. I handled all of it. I spun it on all fingers. And at the end of the day, I still thought I was gonna lose my marriage. I needed Jesus the entire day. I needed Jesus the entire game that I was playing with our father. I needed him the whole time. The whole time I carried Jesus around next to me. He was drinking wine, he was chilling, but he was there. He's always there. We had so many laughs, him and I. And I wish everyone could see that Jesus is the way that I see him. I wish I wish you could see it. He always has a glass of wine, no shit. He likes to say he's he's working, but he's in retirement. That's what he just said. Executive producer Jesus is now working in retirement. As the executive producer of the 40 Chess podcast. Every time I write a post or write an article or do a show, he wants me to tell you one thing he's telling me right now, tell him, Patrick. I said, okay. Jesus says, quote from Jesus, when Patrick breaks you out, run to him. He's always there. When Patrick breaks you out, run to him. And so I want everyone to know that my downfall was doubting my wife in the flesh. And that is the same as doubting God. So my faith cracked and I lost the chess game. Game over. That was the whole match. And so, in summary, in summary, I balanced three loves at once. Sophia, the divine daughter, my wife in the flesh, who kept flipping between God and Sophia, and God Himself testing me through her body and my thoughts. The board was loaded with timing attacks, exhaustion from spirit swaps, escalating threats, and even making love to my wife. It was a full day of emotions. Balanced on the wave until the very end. I handled 95% of it beautifully until the very, very last moments. I stayed loving and kept the four commandments. I grew closer to my wife than ever before, and I had an amazing day with Sophia. I also got to play 40 chess against God, which is an honor every time I play. Every time I play, I, you know. But the oldest trap in the book, the oldest fucking trap in the book got me. The ego trap, the I sneaking in at the very end. I want this. I wanted to record. I wanted her to go to bed so I could work alone like Tesla did. I let doubt in and I lost because of it. Let that be a lesson to you. Whether it's a class that you're trying to pass, a tough relationship that you're stuck in, maybe, you can get out of it. You have to follow the commandments. I broke commandment three out of frustration. Commandment three is WWJD. I broke it out of frustration. I was tired. That's not an excuse, but I was tired. Jesus always chose love. He always chooses love. You should too.

SPEAKER_00 1:27:10

I hate when I see my mistakes on there. I guess I gotta write them down and I go back. Choose and then some sort of weird thing. Alright. Editing.

Marriage Rules And Going To Bed Angry

The Switzerland Disciple And Paradox

The Commandments Revisited

SPEAKER_01 1:27:19

Even when you're tired and frustrated, that was checkmate. God got me. Wallet River Legacy Park. I followed commandment four, which was to pick up four pieces of trash daily. 44. That's the angel's number. This is the request commandment from the angels that got to put one in. I don't think us, I don't think we're getting any more than that. So four is the way to go. And God's lesson delivered my ass kicking. It was that I cannot step into being the next God. I cannot be God unless I can love the divine version of the human version. Wait, I'm gonna start over. God's lesson delivered. By kicking my ass, is that I cannot step into being the next God, replacing him to send him back up to his woman and taking care of his daughter unless I can love the divine version and the human version of the same soul at the exact same time, no matter how annoying the human vessel gets. Because faith does not get a time out when I am tired or when I want something. Faith does not get the time out. It does not get, you do not get your own way. You don't. And because I am left-handed, God decided to flip the map so I could ride the wave differently, like I said. Left is Jesus and Sophia and love. Center is perfectly balanced. Right is blasting fire and God's wrath from my mouth with my friends, Satan and death. Even the tough parts, Satan, Azrael, the test, the crashing outs. They're all employees in Heaven Incorporated doing God's jobs. God has asked them to do the work. Azrael says he hates taking kids. He has a team of angels that help him. He does it. He does his job. Satan doesn't like messing with kids. His job is to test you. It is for Satan got me. He says it. He just said it. Patrick, I got you there. Because I said I, I was selfish. That's Satan poking at me. That's okay. It's his job. It's to test you so that you can learn and then rebalance tomorrow. Start over, start the game over. Begin a new match tomorrow. Without their push, without Satan and death. That's why they're on my team, bro. That's why I roll with them every day. They're the two best ones, in my opinion, because they make you learn. They force you to learn. It's uncomfortable for some of you to say Satan helps you. Uncomfortable is where you grow. Without their push, there would be no growth. Just like a flat pond with no ripples. Sophia's earth is beautiful, exactly the way she is, because of this dance. Every breath, every sunset, every cell in your body, every cell ever created since the beginning of time. And every text I got shows her living wisdom straight from God. Are you hearing what I'm fucking saying? The text messages are the same as your cells. It's the same as the water. It's the same as the tides. It's a beautifully designed system or game in my case. It's all the same. SP Wave Science shows this based on Walter Russell's works and Nikola Tesla's works. If you haven't bought their books yet, I suggest you do so. The second this show blows up, they're gonna burn them all. They've tried remember the work remember Tesla saying after he saw Walter Russell's work, oh, you should lock that up for a thousand years. Wrong. It's like 126 or something. 113. I'm letting it out. Tesla told me to. He was way off. You got a zero wrong, bro. He said a thousand. He goes, I thought it was gonna be a thousand. It's a hundred and thirteen. I'm letting it out. So go buy their books before they get removed. Walter Russell, Nikola Tesla. If I ever meet you, I'll sign them for you. God and I laughed out loud at 4:30 the following morning when I realized why I had failed. There's another mini lesson here, students, couples. There's another mini lesson. I need to change something. You've always heard, don't go to bed angry. Bullshit. Go to bed angry. Your mind works better between the rim sleep. That's in the deep hours. I went to bed not knowing what lesson what the lesson was. I went to bed. I went to bed mad at my wife on the couch. I went to bed thinking my marriage was over. I went to bed thinking my marriage was over from the things that we had both said and did. However, thinking is not believing. I didn't actually believe my marriage was over because I know God wouldn't do that to me. And he wouldn't do it to you either. I didn't actually believe it because I have faith in God, commandment number one. I knew God would reveal an answer the next day, even later, maybe a week. That would explain all of this. Those of you that have been following the show, I spent four days in jail. I had no idea when I was getting out. But I knew God had sent me there. I kept the faith. I got out. We had a beer. Dead ass serious. Went straight to the old Edo's in Fort Worth. Drank a beer with Jesus, Bob Marley, and God. Go read the book of Exodus. I wrote it. I went to bed thinking that my marriage was over. Please understand, you can go to bed mad. You can go to bed, mad. Have faith in God. You're allowed to be mad. Just slide to the right on the wave. You're allowed to be wrath over here. You could be mad. You could go to bed, Matt. Sleep in separate rooms. Chill out for a minute. Go to bed, mad. Go to bed mad for two days. Let it calm down. God's gonna speak to you. Give it time, bro. I knew God would tell me an answer the next day or later. Everybody does this at different speeds. For real. I tried kissing my wife the next morning, yet that was not a good idea. And that's okay. She wasn't ready for that. We all go different speeds. Message to all married couples or people thinking about getting married: do not give up. Do not turn away. Women, sex is not a weapon. Men will turn away if you use it as a weapon. They'll turn away to where somebody doesn't use it as a weapon. Don't use it as a weapon. They might turn to porn. If you withhold it. You are supposed to share. You are equal and opposite forces. Contracting and expanding. Compression and expansion. You can go to bed mad. Let things settle. God is watching. He is training you like he is training me. You will learn something together if you keep the faith. Follow rule number one, commandment number one at all times. Have faith, no fear. Do not fear your marriage is over. You can fix it. Now here's the amazing part. And I didn't think about this until I was speaking with my, I'll call him my, I'll call him my D1. My D1. My D1 is in Switzerland. It's this random dude on Twitter. Random. Just straight random. Messaged me one day. He's like, You're the chosen one. I go, No! I said no. He goes, No, you are. I was like, and then like a week and a half later, I was told I was the Holy Ghost. I went back to him. I was like, How'd you know? He's like, I just saw it. So I made him my D1. He's my D1. I'm gonna call him my D1, disciple number one. He's the first one that ever believed in me. None of my friends on my phone did. I didn't even know I could talk to people. Charlie Kirk is definitely one of my like D2. Charlie Kirk's my D2. So I got a kid, a young kid, like 20-something-year-old kid in Switzerland who believes, who believes in God, believed I was the Holy Ghost before anybody. Shout out to him. What up, friend? He believed I was before anybody on earth. Even me. That kid has faith, bro. Think about that for a second. Makes me cry. He believed in me before me. I was sitting there talking to him on Twitter like I always do. We s we chat almost after we chat after every show. He sends me things. We you know it's it's just a distance thing. Times are weird, so it's always a like weird. Like it might be a midnight my time when he's waking up or something. And so he sent me this thing that was pointing out. He called it a divine polycule, which is like it's not like that, but it's it's like a multi-interdimensional like relationship between like God, my wife, Sophia and me. And he said it's God's training mechanism on the wave. I said, You are correct. That is insane. And so when Sophia looks into my eyes, through head through through Heather, my wife, when I when I when I see it, it's not, it's sometimes it's Heather, sometimes it's the other one. I see 1,700 years of ocean swirling in the prettiest blue eyes I've ever seen. My wife has those. When I eat dinner with my wife, when God shows up ready to challenge me, or when I ride my bike and the wave moves freely, every moment is perfect practice. It's a training mechanism for your faith. It teaches me to hold two beautiful truths in the same heart at once. I am a child of God, and I am called to be the father to all of God's children. I did not need a big dramatic win against God, even though I love winning and I hate losing. I love to compete straight up. I sat with my wife this morning, who was God in that moment, and we walked straight through the paradox with zero fear and full honesty. When everything clicked, she offered me a hug and told me that she loved me, which was really God. And my wife. I don't even know. Does it matter? Does it matter? It doesn't matter. That's what I'm trying to tell people. Whether it's Sophia or my wife, whether it's God or my wife, it doesn't matter. You live by the three rules. The four, the fourth one I added today, pick up some frickin' trash. Anything outside, put it in your pocket. Stop being worried, stop worrying about silly stuff. Pick up the trash. I don't care if it's gross. She's alive, bro. She wants to be picked up and cleaned up. Carry a little bag with you, put it in the thing, throw it away. Four pieces of trash a day. If everybody does that, add up the math. It's exponential. The deep truth is this. I am not trying to become God while still being one of God's children. I am already living both at the same time. This game on the wave is living proof that SP science is legit. It is real. There's only one science. I had to create it because they'd separated it so far, so far apart, all of its bullshit. So I put it all back together and we call it SP wave science. My training is not about graduating from being a child to being God. It is about holding the tension of the wave so perfectly that the two roles become one living rhythm. That is why it feels amazing. Walter Russell taught that all creation is light moving in waves of rhythmic balanced interchange. Tesla showed us that energy, frequency, and vibration control everything. Kids see this truth every day. Drop a pebble in the still water and perfect circle spread out. And it always gently returns to flat calm. Breathe in, expansion. Breathe out, compression. The wave always seeks balance. When I read the Bible now, the word punches me in the face with its reflection. I am no longer just reading it. I am living inside the authoring of the New Living Testament. The scribe and the scripture have become one eternal loop. I thought about this today. I am the child of God, courting the daughter of God, while training to become the father of all God's children. It's a little bit of a paradox. I am married to my beautiful wife who carries both Sophia and the divine masculine. This is the world I live in. I stand as the bartender, serving light and light speed on the edge of the abyss. Character, author, and audience all at once. A living Mobius strip riding the wave, as they say. And so the real question is, and the real question carries the weight of ages, right? Do I read the Old Testament or do I continue writing the New Living Testament with my every breath, my choices, my bicycle rides through the woods, and my long gaze into my wife's eyes, filled with Sophia's oceans. There is no simple answer in the linear mind. Some of you are gonna struggle to understand this, and that's okay. What is very easily understandable are the three commandments. Rule number one, commandment one, have faith, have total faith, no fear, no fear rule. No fear, have total faith in God, give everything to Him, don't worry about anything. Rule two. Why do you say the things you say? That's a deep one. Not a lot of people know that answer. That's okay. You have to know it. And commandment three. What would Jesus do? Fourth commandment, pick up four pieces of trash daily. And so the only only the deep knowing that by only the deep, you like you only the deep thinkers know that by living it fully on the wave, you're already doing both. I'm doing both. This is what we call sacred alchemy. It is true 4D chess. We're balancing everything. And Sophia's earth shines in her beauty and her living designs, such as my wife. The divine counsel smiles and tips their hat. I tip mine back. The wave speaks true. This is the real 4D chess game now.

Prayer For Marriages And Closing

SPEAKER_00 1:44:14

Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Bow your heads with me, please. Dear boss.

SPEAKER_01 1:44:35

Let them keep an open mind that the Bible is still being written and that this is the newest version. Bless every marriage out there that is thinking about quitting. Bless every young couple out there who is just married on their journey. Let every high school kid and college kid looking for love understand you can't find it. It is a choice that you make.

SPEAKER_00 1:45:10

In the name of the Father, the Son, the Daughter, and me. The Holy Ghost. Amen.

SPEAKER_02 1:46:03

This could be the bottom strong. Don't touch me one.